Been awhile again since the last journal so i thought id update while im in a good mood, well semi good but that's well enough for me.Not much is happening around here more then the usual.Had a few visits by nephews and my oldest sister, Ville has started to walk pretty nicely and he is such a cute boy.Dark hair and brown eyes and the biggest smile, the girls will be all over him when he is a teenager, i just know it x)
The two oldest they have jsut began to link doctor visits with something to do with shots so they aren't to happy with seeing them for their vaccinations or check ups, also their love for imitating firetrucks never cease to drive me mad when all three are here at the same time. I hope they will grow out of it and that there wont be anymore babies in this family for awhile or i might start climbing the walls xD
As i am autistic i have trouble coping with high noises, i can for awhile but i often want to retreat when i had enough so i can rest my ears for a little and then head back out to them again. Though depending on how nice they are and depending on how nice they play depends how long my breathers are.
Got a couple of cavities i gotta fix as well, im petrified of the dentist. think that's one of the few things that actually still scares me.Well not the dentist himself/her. im more afraid of the noise, and the tools.Last time i went i nearly headbutted my dentist while he was drilling the bad tooth cause i paniced.I hope to get sedated this time so i don't groin kick the dentist because im scared xS
As for work, got no job so all i do is paint really.I feel quite lonely as not many has time to talk and at times i feel avoided cause i either am demanding or something is strange cause i don't understand my friends behaviour very much at times.I have trouble reading between the lines of whats being said in writing , vocally or see on people when things are not well.Its often why i encourage people to be straight with me. LEss confusions and headaches for an already confused person.
As for paintings well its going up and down considering it took a month before i could get around to post. Sam is helping me out quite a great deal, so is heidi and may on their ends too and hunter.I am kind of getting things done though im puzzled by the crowd watching me at the moment. I dont think anyone has to comment on what i do, favourites are always nice if i get any but its still also difficult for me to understand what you guys like or what/Who you are here for as in the troll collection.
I Don't bite people unless they are rude so don't be shy to talk to me, i answer when i can which is quite often instant if i have nothing to do which is very often at the moment.Ive not had much company for many days now and i feel a bit lonely.No doubt i'll live, but i wish some people i particular would become a bit more chatty again.It cheers me up to see some activity even if its just simple chatter and it might help me with ideas for the trolls.
So see you around folks till the next time